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Isn’t life just funny?like when you feel like ur friend betrays you. I mean especially when it comes down to friends, the close ones… the ones that you think are important and the ones that really care about you and are always there for you… just suddenly turn around and stab you from behind. Not just normally stabbing or bitching… but more like going behind your back…. I had this really great friend who once met so much to me, who was really important and I’ll do anything to make him happy when he was down even tho I wasn’t really good at it but at least I was always there for him… and that’s all that really matters right? And it should be one of the most important thing part of a friendship.

Well there is more than that to be claimed as a good friend, its also about respecting each other and making sure that you treat them the way that you would like to be treated right? Well that’s what I used to think about this friend of mine… I tried to make sure that things were easy for  him and that he wouldn’t have to suffer anything and I’d rather be the one to take the pain for him instead.

Its not something I want from him, cause as long as he was happy than I’ll be happy no matter what I had to go through for him cause it was worthwhile. But I think I was wrong about my friend who meant so much to me and still does to know what he had done. Maybe to him he might have thought that he didn’t go behind my back, but he did. It like the whole time he was just lying about everything… and that what we had means nothing… and how could someone say that they still care about you and than tried hard to get back into a relationship with you goes off and makes out with another girl who happen to falls onto his plate. The relationship was like 7 months long … and for him it took about not even a month I would say less than two weeks to get over someone who you once said that you cared about and thought was very important… maybe the whole idea about being friends after a break up never works… it was until… He decided to go behind my back… its so sad but yet so true… even if you dun think you did.

You can call it bad timing but I thought you would know better, you gave me a lecture and told me about having some time off after a relationship… how can you tell someone that if you dun follow the rules yourself… and yes you did stuff up, big time and now you are the one who has to deal with the consequences… I dun know what she is like but I can guarantee you that she is nothing like me and that your not going to share the same things that we once shared… like the old saying… one person’s lost is someone else’s gain… and its not my lost its your lost….